What am I suppose to do when silence calls critics and actions are always been wrong? If I'm not the one who is expected to be or maybe I'm a fool wasting my time in this world doing nothing, and it hurts your long experience about life, I'm sorry. But I am the one who feel the pain to be put down down and down, again and again with your words. I really don't know if I can still bare all of this.
Yes, I'm weak, loser, poor, stupid, coward, and know nothing about life. And you know the best way to make me think even worse. Am I such a criminal in your eyes?
I just want to believe, that life is never-ending learning. NEVER! Especially about people, people's feeling. And I hope you learn about that too, beside all of the knowledge you've mastered.
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